I was diagnosed with depression in 05 but actually looking back it started in 03. Since then I have been told I have severe clinical depression, bipolar II with rapid cycling depression, generalized anxiety disorder, and low stress tolerance, severe phobia of cold weather which starting this year gets worse after dark. I do not understand how I got this way. Last July I tried cimmitting suicide because I was terrified of the upcoming winter. Medications are not working for me. Even my psychiatrist told me maybe they dont make anything for what I have. I dont have much but I would gladly give up all my worldly possessions to anyone out there that can help me. I have been through several traumatic events including losing my father on New Years Day 5 years ago which I still am not over. I cry and worry all the time. I feel like the only way I will ever have peace in my life again is if I were to die. Can anyone out there please help dont know where else to turn. I AM MISERABLE ALWAYS!!!!!
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