I V BEEN DIAG WITH BIPOLAR2 AND DEPRESSION AND OCD TENDENCIES.MOODS HAVEVENED OUT ONLY TO FEEL PERMANENTLY DEPRESSED.WISH I COULD JUST HAV A BREAKDOWN AND MOVE FORWARD.JUST COME OUT A 2WEEK STAY AT A CLINIC BUT FEEL WORSE.IM LOSING CONTROL.CUTTING HELPS,AND IM HAVING SUICIDALTHOUGHTS.I WONT DO ANYTHING STUPID,IM JUST LOSING CONTROL.IM SO SCARED.
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