so last night wasnt just abit, it was really really stressful. me and my bf's sister were talking about how some women dont change their names when they get married. w/e right? anyways, i said that i thought it was a good idea. my bf didnt like it apparently. he told me he was mad at me for saying it so i decided i wasnt gonna say nething else for awhile. he got even more mad when i was "ignoring" him even though i was listening to every word he said. well i eventually started tearing up cus he wouldnt stop, so i called my mom to tell her i was coming home today. he walked behind me, said he was sorry and went into the bathroom. i went up to his room and put a movie in. he came up and sat on his bed. i gave him a couple breathing mins and then sat beside to apologize about bein immature. thats when he told me that he swallowed a bottle of codeine. he told me that he didnt want to hurt me anymore. i started bauling. he told me not to cry. i kept telling him to tell me his mom's number but he wouldnt tell me it so i went to call my mom again. my mom told my dad to come pick me up and then she called my older sis to come over to calm me down. when my older sis got there, she packed my stuff for me and told me that my bf said he was cutting himself. but all the while he was asking her if i was asking how he was. i was crying hard enough to make me puke and he was selffish enough to ask that?! anyways, my sis kept telling me to calm down becus she didnt want me to have a miscarriage. my mom got ahold of his mom and she arrived a couple mins after my dad did. so i ended up goin home last night, worried that something bad was gonna happen to my baby or him. i let him have a piece of my mind on msn and told him he has 8 mths to get his priorities straight and get some help. i told him i dont even want to see him until the next 3 mths are done with so that my baby isnt as vulnerable. he told me he wasnt gonna do it again, but he's said it so many times i just wanna slap him.
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