ive tried over and over again to hold my head high and step out of this depression. i was doing so well. i was ok. i was content. but this, its too much to handle. its too much to grasp. what am i to do now? right now my depression has me by the neck and is squeezing the last of the life left within me. i havent eaten in days. i havent slept in days. my body is weak, my mind is weak. i cant fight the urge to curl up in bed and never wake up. ive gone off the edge and there is no one left to save me. i tell myself to come here, maybe someone can help, maybe someone will say the right thing. i wish i didnt have to ask for help but im afraid i have no other option at this point. im afraid. i really am. i feel my body and mind getting so weak and unstable that it scares me. i try not to post because i know there are so many others who deserve the help im asking for but i just dont know what else to do. please...help me.
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