i hope this is were u come to vent. what is happening to me? i am growing less patient everyday with the b.s. the next person that comes up to me trying to make me feel better by saying "life is to short to hurt to be suffering the way i do" just may have the s#&t knocked out of them. i have had it. life is too long to suffer like this. why bother to get out of bed when i feel mentally handycapped? everyday is just another step deeper into darkness and uncontrollable feeling of dread. it has started to attack me in a way that it almost physical. it is the worst feeling in the world to just all of a sudden feeel sad and not know why a am feeling sad. its hard to penpoint why i hurt the way i do when i am not sure what really has caused it. i joined this online support because i need people to talk to but nobody here really gives a f#@k what happens to me. i send words of encourage to people but nobody bothers to drop me a llne of encouragement. what a bunch of self-centered clowns this is. so to hell with.
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