i dont want to anymore, i need to be treated by a doctor but have no insurance and wont be able to get into one for a while, its a struggle just to get out of the house, and i cant keep counting on my mother to help me, i know the hospital wont help with the feelings im having, i wish i could just sleep and wake up not feeling like shit everyday, i have to wait till monday for my doc to get back ive called so many and they wont take me for weeks, and i dont even know if the doctor i had be4 will take me in wtf do i do? i cant go and be baceracted, it would break everyones heart who cares for me.. and i dont want to feel like this anymore
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