I am ill, depression over the last few months has overtaken me. I do weird things, I lie, I hurt people and frequently I, am thinking about wanting to die. I don't want to die, but I just can't cope with this feeling. I was a binger and have since lost 8 stone, and now I have no way to cope. I saw the doctors, I was put on Cipramil but it made me think suicidal thoughts crash, the doctor stopped it but the withdraw has nearly killed me several times over. I am not naturally like this. I feel like I am posessed by depression. I don't want to die but I need help. If everyone finds out I am mental I will lose my daughter. I am a good mother but as soon as she goes to sleep I am alone and depression takes hold. Everyone thinks I am nuts. I just need help. But I can't loose my daughter and people can't find out. What do I do.
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