i have been gone for 10 days, i had a funeral in the usa to go to. but my advice i need is that my hubby is treating me even worse than he has in the past. and i feel like i dont belong here. i feel he hates me. he cant be nice to me at all. he is all grumpy i think he realized whilst i was gone that he doesnt need me or want me. i am broken hearted today. i have been through so much since i left on april 20th. and got back here on teh 30th. yesterday. i suppose he expected me to vote with him today. but i was sleeping, i am so tired after not getting hardly any sleep in the states. so i am very sleepy here. my blood pressure was good when i was in the states, but today they retook it, and its high again. i know its all the stress from my marriage isnt helping it. i dont know what to do. i love him, but it seems to me that he doesnt love me one bit.he has now just come down at 2am to get breakfast, rice crispies. but today iasked him if he wanted me to cook and he said no, he would find something to eat by himself. i am heart broken by the way he treats me. i used to be able to handle it but not now. i dont know how to change things, i cant make him love me, or even like me. yesterday i lost a crown, well it fell off whilst i was eating a double decker, and when i told hubby he said what did i expect if would eat so much sweets, and thats why i am so fat. so i went to the dentist yesterday. he fixed a new crown he had for me already, and then re fixed my old crown, but it came off this morning when i was eating pizza. and when i told hubby he said oh what were you eating this time ? now i have lost it again and i dont dare tell him cos he will ask again what was i eating at the time. but i wasnt. it was painful. and he looks awkward, its a front tooth and the temp crown he put in made my teeth look bad. now that ones fallen out. so back to the dentist again tomorrow. but cant tell hubby cos he will hit the roof again. i havent done nothing to him since i got back. what do i do ?any one got any ideas ? and please dont tell me to get out of my marriage. cos i want it to work. i am wondering if he is talking to another woman on line again, like he did with me. any advice please
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