I am new to this forum (actually this is my very first post) I am 33 years old and I am tired of living with the sense of hopelessness and sadness that I experience on practically a daily basis. It has been a daily basis for 15 to 20 years. I went to counseling when I was a teenager and my regular family doctor told me it I was just going through a phase in my life, I believed him. I have gone my entire life with this burden on my heart and an inner voice that says you are worthless to you or to the world and the world would be a better place without you, trust I have been giving it some thought that maybe the world would be better without me. I am a truck driver so I don't know if I could go to therapy sessions on a weekly basis. I am just tired of being sad all the time. This next comment may sound absurd but I don't know what I feels like to be truly happy. Thank you for reading. Bye for now.
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