I've been taking off all my medication while they figure out what's wrong inside me. I'm constantly in the worst abdominal pain ever. They first said it was my gallbladder, yet every test they did for it came back negative. There's supposedly nothing wrong with me, so why in the hell am I in pain? I just got a call from the doctor telling me that the most recent scan I had came back negative as well. Now he wants me to see a GI. For what? So he can find nothing wrong too???? What is the point? Why even bother? They're doing NOTHING about the pain. They took me off all my medication. I battle several mental disease that require medication to be kept under control. I feel like I'm going to go off the deep end again. Loose the little strength I have left. I can't keep going on in pain like this. Something has got to be wrong, or I wouldn't be in such pain.
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