I am so sick of people thinking they are helping by saying it gets better, time heals it. No when u live in my mind, my body, my soul, time def does not heal it. I am so sick of fooling myself into thinking its all going to be ok, when in reality i know its not, I am a single mother at 23 years old of 4 kids its not all going to be roses and my patience level used to be so great with my babies now it seems like my 4 year old is testing the limit which i understand they do at that age but it never used to piss me off and now it does the last 8 months i have become someone icant even look into the mirror at i avoid mirrors at all costs, i make myself sick, how could anyone want to love me or even look at me. I want to change my thoughts i want to love me i really want to love me and be proud to look in a mirror at myself, how lord, how do i do it?
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