I want to end it, but I don't want to hurt my friends, well my DS friends, and the fake ones, and I dont want to hurt my family anymore, im at my end, im so numb from this pain, that I really dont know what else I can do, or how to handle it right now. I mean I don't have a plan or anything, I guess part of me wants to live, but I don't want to hurt like this anymore. I just don't think it is normal. I have been on Prazac for three weeks now, and there is still No imporvement at all. I acutually feel worse about it. I am going to my doc on Monday, to see if there is soemthing he can do. I just don't want to Live life this, and I am learning that the only way to escape this pain, is to end it, but I dont want to hurt anyone, at all. Please someone is there a way out of this pain?
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