I'm on a spriling downward cycle for my depression. My friends say I should go to some kind of counciler. My parents say I am going though a phase. Yeah a 6yr phase...When I was littler I could hide the fact that I was depressed better than I do now. When I reached 13 I lost like all my friends so It was harder to hide it. Now I'm 16 and I feel like I wanna kill myself ona daily basis, I want to kill my little sister cause my parents let her beat up on me, and most reacently saying something or looking at me wrong can set me off. I don't take drugs nor do I want to. the only thing I connect with anymore is my music and my dogs. I wanna know if I should take drugs to help or just do what I've been doing.
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