I can't get rid of these urges to cut. I tried so hard to fight it, I knew I shouldn't do it, but I just couldn't fight it any longer. I don't know how to stop. I want to stop, yet at the same time i don't want to. It helps me feel better, yet at the same time I feel worse for doing it. And every night the thoughts just get stronger. I want to do something more. I just want to die. I don't know what to do.
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