I am freaking out... and I am not even sure what brought this on. I have an ok day... nothing bad happened. And now I am at home and I feel so alone and I just want to scream. I keep thinking of how either I want to do some sort of drug to make this feeling go away. Or hurt myself in some sort of way. I am so lonely and I don't have any body. I just want some one to hold me and tell me things will be ok.
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