Babe i really feel for you and i do hope your pain would go away but when you are in a depressed state of mind it does seem the whole world is against you well i sometimes feel like that ,,,,please never wish you was never born ,you have alot to deal with but you should be very very proud of yourself being here on this site and expressing yourself i wish i could take your pain away and give you nothing but happyness but we all know this cant happen babbe you keep your head high and know i am here to help and listen xx take care babes xx

i sometimes feel the same way you do this pain is unbearable some days but somehow i trudge through it. you said you have faith right, please try and tie a knot in that faith and hang on. i hope you feel better soon. hugs to you. donna e

Hi cryingsoul,
I do understand,,and can relate,,,,Once I wrote a letter to God and put it under my pillow,,,asking Why?,,Why won't this just go away?.Well it has'nt gone away yet,,so I feel that I must endure this for a reason,,,reason unknown. I don't know you,,but I'm glad that you were born. You have a purpose here,,,maybe it will be helping others. But I can understand ,,hating this,,,I hate it also. Just hold on to your faith,,,this will pass in time. All of us here are supporting you,and we're here for you. Take care,,,Big Hugs to ya.

Family and faith are so important, but they don't always help. Your faith is always there, but it's hard for family to understand. They don't know what you are feeling or how to help you feel better. They have the best intentions, but don't know what to do. It's good you are reaching out to us. We all go through these trying times and we understand the pain. You've helped me already because when I read your post, I felt less alone. I know I'm not the only one going through this. I thank you for sharing your feelings.