I don't know how much longer I can hang on. God do I ever just wish that everything could just go away. All my pain and anguish... I hate my self so much! I just don't want to live anymore. The only reason I've lasted this long was because of my family and my faith. Well I've noticed my family isn't all that supportive at all. It seems like their just shrugging me off, like I'm some sort of nuscience(sp?!) to them.... I hate this! I hate it! I just can't deal with this anymore! I wish I was never born!
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