why the harsh language? well for starters i was yelled at and mistreated the entire ride to and from work today (100 total miles) and now i feel like i dont even deserve to breath any longer. i get to work to find out that the raise i thought i was gonna get has now become a pay decrease. i was apparently being paid more money than i was suppose to be for the last seven months and now i am gonna owe the company money. i got home to a letter from the mortgage company that is the letter they send right before the foreclosure proceeding begin. i thought that i was going to be able to take a vacation and meet up with friends and enjoy myself for the first time in years and i now realize that that dream is dead. i have to figure out a way to replace two cars because both have broken down at the same time and i need them both to be operational to keep up with crap at home. i know that folks are struggling with much bigger issues than the stupid crap ive listed here but for me, this is too much. i am so very down tonight that it is not funny. just wanted to share this with my support group because i could really use some love right now. thanks
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