Maybe some of you have some good ideas about how to get through work when you hate it. I do not like my job at all and I regret ever even saying I wanted it. I feel ready to explode and it's barely been one month. The fear of being told that I'm going out of town for a month at a time is awful, not to mention getting yelled at all day and feeling dumb because I don't know how to do anything....I just don't know how to deal with it. I can't quit because my mother will kick me out if I do, but I don't think I can go on with it anymore. There is too many hazards around for me now, things I can hurt myself with. Like nail guns and 3 story windows and razors and hammers....I have the hardest time with everybody giving me hell too. They constantly tell me I'm going out of town because they know it upsets me and then they let me walk around moping for a few hours and then they tell me it was just a joke. That hits hard on me because I am not stable enough to be thrown into an different environment with people I don't know from John. They call me rojo (red) for a reason that I have not yet figured out....I hate that too...but I was just wondering if anybody had any way to help me out with it since I have no options.
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