i was a mess this morning cuz i was coming down from being high for a few days and i was convinced i wanted to take my life. then for a few hours i was okay...and determined to fix myself. but now im not so sure anymore. and im confused. and i dont know what i want to do. nothing seems right and i feel like i have no place here anymore. i try to be myself, but sometimes i just turn into this whole other person without realizing it, and i hate it. and i cant do it anymore. and im scared and crying and dont know what to do. its 4 am theres no one i can call and nowhere to go. i feel like i have no options.
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