I am so scared. I feel as if my mind is taking over and that I cannot get control of it. I am scared to go to a hospital because they seem to all deny me. Do not know what to do. I have money today and all I want to do with it is buy something to end my life with it. I am trying soo hard to stay positive and in the here and now but I must be doing something wrong. I am soo sad that I do not even know why anymore. Please help me. Someone anyone. I do not care if it is rude or caring I just need help.
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