A bad thing has happened, its a further great stressor on me. Just feel so hopless and unable to cope. Depression is bad as it is, now its getting much worse, want a way out, but see no light at end of tunnel. Feel i am being held responsible for others short commings. Its just isnt fair, but then when was life fair? I know, I know, we all go through things, but things are so bad I am numb cant keep going!
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