I have had almost two years with no meds..good going eh? I am in a happy loving relationship. I still have my moments of insecurity, but then dont we all? The last few weks I have felt the slow decline of my mood..but why? Its almost as though it creeps up on me and then WHAM! its taken oer my life again. That I cant make decisions anymore, I get confused, scared, so emotional and full of hate and anger- but towards who for what? I lliken it to falling off a cliff in the dark..I dont know when I'm gonna land, but I know its coming!!
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