I've been seeing a "therapist", for 11 year's, and only seem to be getting worse. The P-Doc is basically a pill-pusher, who see's patient's as if they are coming through on an assembly line....It's Terrible Anger and BiPolar that's uncontollable. Things I used to walk away from, or let go, I now flip out, and get confrontational...why? I can't explain it. I genuinely like people, but My erratic behaviour is driving people away. I find Myself being condescending and obnoxious to some, for reason's I can't explain....Is it low-self esteem, or the "worthlessness" I feel, that brings on this moronic anger?....I feel I'm running out of options. The Med's..I'm trying many...are not working, and I'm having terrible Anxiety attack's. I feel lost.
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