most of you know i lost my parents, i'm now living in their house. i lost my dad in 2002, i lost my mom this past feb, my dad was 62 he passed from cancer, my mom was 63 and passed, i dunno why, she was just found. why do we go on each day when we know we're just waiting for the next one to go. don't take me wrong, i can't do suicide cuz i know i'll never see my mom and dad again and that is all i want. there is so much going on and i just wish it would stop, i have not had the time to grieve my mom because i'm the executor and it continues, the pressure from everyone continues, my sister and one brother want the house to be in me and my brothers name, we are trying so hard to get a loan, they just want their money, my brother and i just want to keep the house that my mom and dad put so much into. it makes me sick to think that someone is so overwhelmed with the fact of getting money, especially from their family, that they don't understand they are driving me to the limits, i can't take much more and i am trying to do all that i can. now my one brother (the one not trying to buy the house) is threatening to move in with his son that has been in and out of jail, he is a theif and i don't know what to do. i don't want him in my mom and dads house. i don't know what to do. i just wish it would all end.
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