Why do I feel so empty why am I sitting here crying like a baby? When really I want to do is die but that wont happen I dont have the guts to do it damn it I cant stand this shit any more no friends my sons dontgive a shit cant work have cancer oh I guess I am on a soap box sorry I just foundoutmy daughter in law leftmy son good for her but why do I feel so hurt by it got tols I cant smoke in my own apt. why is life so mean I am 58 yrs old and the only time I remember being happy is when my 5 yr old grandaughter was born now I am going to lose her to. oh why cant eat or sleep
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