I don't normally post things here, but I just don't know what else to do. My husband is drunk, and says he'll leave me alone, but he keeps coming back to gripe at me. I tried to come to bed 2 hours ago, but couldn't sleep. His personality changes when he's been drinking. He's not even the same person. To make matters worse, he's had an even better reason to drink, since I had an affair about 7 months ago. I had a hard time breaking contact with the other guy, but that's only because I'm still so scared of my husband and didn't have anyone else to talk to. I just wish I had found DS a long time ago!! I've tried talking to people on the Infidelity community, but they're so heartless there! I've been suicidal, and some of what I read there has almost put me over the edge. I'm doing my best to get myself straightened out, but my husband's drinking isn't helping our situation. I'm just so scared, and my stomach is tied up in knots!! Anyone else know how I feel?
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