Been depressed so long that I really don't know any other feelings. Lost good friends and family cause I want to be alone. Done things that normal people wouldn't do to try to at least feel again, impulse traveling, marriages, just plain insane things. I take effoxer for years, just takes the edge off, but the depression is always soooooooooooooooo close that one little problem will send me over the edge. Never saw my life like this when I was younger, what the hell happened to me?????
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