I'm 17 and i have a constant complete apathy towards life. I'm just done. I have lost almost all my friends because i'm no longer happy and just don't care enough to fake it. I'm falling behind in school because i just can't bring myself to do the work. I just want to stop and be alone. I feeling all this, but i have no one to talk to. My parents have such high expectation for more (the expect me to attend an ivy) and i can't bring myself to tell them i'm a failure, my sister already suffers from severe ocd and my brothers a college drop out. I really don't know what to do?
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