I have been struggling with depression for almost a year. I feel trapped, confused, hopeless, and exhausted. I have gone through countless meds and doctors looking for help and can't seem to find anything or any combination that works. I walked out of my job, I lay in bed all day / watch tv all night unable to concentrate long enough to accomplish anything. My friends and family have disapeered, I feel directionless and unable to find even the slightest way to relieve my clouded mind. I've even tried a brief hospitilization and the experience was so awful I ran from it. I sit in my house all day wondering when I will get the courage to end it all. How do I break the cycle? Why does it take months to determine a medication isn't working? I feel like I've lost everything and nothing brings me hope...what can I do to restore some hope?
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