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Thoughts about my ED at 12:46 (wrote eariler)
Thin.More than thin, stick thin.ill.Pale.This is me.My bones stick out and my bones hurt.22 is my age but I have the creaking hurting body of an elderly person.My face looks tired.So tired.My eyes reveal a soul hurting.A soul that is tired.A soul that desperately wants to go home.A soul that can barely write this because the tears are coming.A soul that longs to see my lord.A soul who hopes he will let me coe home shall this broken weakened body fail.I know if I could just get to those arms of his he could give me rest,true rest.No more scoliosis,no more pain,fatigue,fear.Fear fills my heart.It consumes it.I cant reveal my heart to anyone.Only Him and I feel what is there.I am weak but he is strong, if i could just get to him I know he could get rid of this fear.My eyes cry but it is nothing compared to the tears my heart sheds with each beat.I have ruined this body he lent to me.I have felt his presence,last week i did.I know it is only a small piece of what heaven is like.The Bible says God is love.I want to be around love.Maybe then my heart could feel better.He could wipe these tears from my eyes and give big hugs to my heart.At 1:01 now i am here,hurting,stick thin,with a curved spine, just wanting to go home.I want to be with my real father.Oh how my souls longs for home.
Thin.More than thin, stick thin.ill.Pale.This is me.My bones stick out and my bones hurt.22 is my age but I have the creaking hurting body of an elderly person.My face looks tired.So tired.My eyes reveal a soul hurting.A soul that is tired.A soul that desperately wants to go home.A soul that can barely write this because the tears are coming.A soul that longs to see my lord.A soul who hopes he will let me coe home shall this broken weakened body fail.I know if I could just get to those arms of his he could give me rest,true rest.No more scoliosis,no more pain,fatigue,fear.Fear fills my heart.It consumes it.I cant reveal my heart to anyone.Only Him and I feel what is there.I am weak but he is strong, if i could just get to him I know he could get rid of this fear.My eyes cry but it is nothing compared to the tears my heart sheds with each beat.I have ruined this body he lent to me.I have felt his presence,last week i did.I know it is only a small piece of what heaven is like.The Bible says God is love.I want to be around love.Maybe then my heart could feel better.He could wipe these tears from my eyes and give big hugs to my heart.At 1:01 now i am here,hurting,stick thin,with a curved spine, just wanting to go home.I want to be with my real father.Oh how my souls longs for home.
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
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I'm trying to exercise daily. I was doing fairly well until I sprained my ankle 2 weeks ago but now I'm getting back on the horse. Today I walked over a mile with my arm weights that are about 22lbs total. I was out of shape and it was hard on my arms. I also did my 30 situps. I'm also going to drink a lot of water and try to eat healthy. I do tend to have a sweet tooth but I'm cutting...
I hope that you can soon find the strength to get yourself inpatient for treatment. You deserve better then to be suffering with this alone. Your body can only take so much and I know no one here wants to lose you to this horrible illness. I do know the struggles with this and I feel for you but you have to make the first step and reach out for that help. Please don't give up now!