hello everyone just wanted to introduce myself i am 36yr old mom of 2 kids married for almost 20yrs. Ive been dealing with alot in 2005 i had back surgery now i still have major back pain and in december of 2006 my grandfather passed away and thats where all the depression kicked in. After that in february my husbands gradmother passed away i have been with him since i was 14yrs old all of that happened in illinois then in the same week his mother in springfield missouri had a stroke so then anxiety kicked in and i was a crying mess so since then im on effexor xr xanex clonazepam trazodone for all of the depression im trying to get it under control but i just cant everytime i think all i can think about is the ones we lost. i am getting to where i dont want to go anywhere because i think people are judging me i was never that way before until now. Sorrry didnt mean to make it so long just need someone to talk to lol thanks suzie
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