
Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.

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i don't want to live. but i can Not go back in the hospital. no body gets me. not even the other crazy people. i can't talk to my family. and all my friends stoped talking to me back in july. i'm so lonely. the medicine doesn't help. nothing helps. writting used to help, but i can't seem to do that anymore. i tried reaching out to God, but his people wont accept me. and they definatly don't get me. i went to a Christain chat room and got yelled at for saying the word "screw". i thought i was toning it down.
i was sopossed to go to class tonight, but just couldn't muster up the strength to walk the mile to the buss stop. and now because i missed class i feel even worst.
i don't want to die, but i definitally don't want to live anymore. at least not like this.
oh, and i'm in the middle of quiting smoking. i haven't had a cigerette in 25 hours.
i was sopossed to go to class tonight, but just couldn't muster up the strength to walk the mile to the buss stop. and now because i missed class i feel even worst.
i don't want to die, but i definitally don't want to live anymore. at least not like this.
oh, and i'm in the middle of quiting smoking. i haven't had a cigerette in 25 hours.
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i've emailed, texted, sent letters and left messsages for my friends. but they still wont talk to me.
i try to talk to my therapist, but for some reason he refusses to believe that i'm doing baddly because i'm doing semi-well in school so that must mean everything's fine.
i can't talk to my family. i've never been able to do that.
and i feel ill. i haven't even eaten anything today. it's one of those times when i feel like i don't deserve food.
Don't beat yourself up too much for not getting to class. Just focus on going next time.
Talk to your dr about your meds. Talk to your therapist about how it makes you feel that he doesn't believe you. If he still doesn't listen and act concerned, find a new one!
Just because you found a group of Christians who treated you poorly doesn't mean that God has walked out on you. God will never walk out on you. You don't need others to be close to him. Keep praying.
Focus on the fact that you don't want to die. And also be sure you look at all the good things in your life. Keep coming here for support and as a place to vent. Do good things for yourself. Give yourself credit for the good things you do.
Life is tough, particularly when dealing with depression, but you can get through it! We're here to help you.
i also took three, instead of one, of my anxiety pills. i know, it's self medicating. but sometimes it works.
i also get depressed sometimes because i'm a writter and almost no good writters have a good life. almost all of them are drug additics or alcoholics and a lot of them end up killing then selves. so sometimes i just feel like there's no hope for me.
Please get assertive with your therapist and let him know things are NOT well,
I have to practice at that myself, I go in and for some reason I automatically smile and downplay everything, even when I really don't want to, like I'm not worthy or something
we are here for you, there are wonderful people here and you are not alone