Got drunk, stupid I know. In so much pain. I think of suicide, not the answer I know... Can't get over this divorce of over three years. But, my boyfriend doesn't give me much, such as; sex, (he thinks he is horrble) no passinate kisses, but he says he loves me, and I love him, but I think I have feelings for my ex, as stupid as it sounds (read journal). So very sad...
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I have been here before, a long long time ago and now I am back.Forgive me for not just saying what I want to say,even under a triple dose of antidepressants it is still raw and seeping and I am hesitant at revealing it as at least under the bandages around my heart I don,t have to look at how raw and wounded.My child was cleaved from my heart by his own actions. my child of ten,turning eleven...
theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??