I'm very depressed, been divorced over three years now. My ex became abusive and just plain nuts. He didn't want to hurt me anymore so his way out was to divorce me. He couldn't seek help for himself, I went to his family to see if they could help him. They hate me now as I opened up a can of rotten worms, they were very mean to me or wouldn't respond at times. My ex appears bipolar or borderline personality disorder. He now has a wife or girlfriend and her children as well they adopted one all live in the house, we built, and I planned every detailed of. I couldn't wait to move. I have had two breakdowns, hospitalized once. I live in poverty and only receive SSI. I could go on and one what has happened to me in the last four years but will leave it at this for now. Just looking for friends to talk to. I can sleep all day long. I'm on meds too. And on and off have gone to therapy, nothing seems to be helping. I have a boyfriend but might still be in love with my ex husband. HELP! Thanks guys...
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