I am just so angry and sad right now. Thank goodness my baby is sleeping because I'm sitting on the couch crying my eyes out. I posted before about my counseling issue. Basically, I have been searching for a counselor to help with my depression as well as to help with my issues with Fibromyalgia. Anyway, I thought I had found someone but she referred me on to other doctors. Apparently, she doesn't want to work with me long term because of my United Healthcare PPO insurance plan. It took me SO long to find her--but whatever, I followed up on her suggestions for therapists. Well--there was only ONE woman she suggested and due to issues as a child with male doctors I do not prefer male doctors for my counselors. So I called the woman and she wants payment up front and my insurance company to reimburse me. I was like HELL NO! I can't afford to pay someoen $220 per week (her hourly rate) to HOPEFULLY get reimbursed by my insurance. Not to mention that I have a job, a baby and graduate school--I don't have the time or patients to deal with a claims office or to make sure I send in my claim on time. I am SO frustrated and SO angry. Why cant someone just fucking help me!? I just don't even know where to go from here. I've contacted 2 other counseling centers, but of course they never F***ING pick up their phone. So the only thing you can do is sit and wait--and then if you miss the call back you are screwed until they decide to call you again. I need help NOW!
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