I hear alot about support people. What if i don't have any? I don't have any firends, at least not any real ones. Half family thinks that the depression and suicide attempts are because i'm bored and need something to do. The other half (my mother) belives that i have only attempted suicide to get her attention or so she wont be mad to me any more. Honestly i wish she would leave me alone. There are times when i would rather be dead than face another day, another day alone, or another day walking around feeling nothing and putting on a wax face so everyone will just leave me alone. So what can i do in place of support people to begin my road to recovery.
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