I sit here at four in the morning trying to get my head around the fact my husband has been unfaithfull again. He did this once before when i was due to give birth to my second child this time he denies it but a letter arrived from a woman hes been talking to saying she loves him too. I know i love him he says its not true i just dont know if i can believe him i am so chewed about this and the fact my eldest child is going through the process of being assesed if he is autistic. I feel so alone i thought me and my husband would help each other get through this but now i just dont know i even thought of taking the easy way out and letting him have his other woman and killing myself i just feel that low
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