2012? One night I couldn't sleep and I turned on the tv and I tried looking for something that would help me drift off--and I ended up watching the history channel and it did anything but help me drift to sleep. It was about the Mayan culture and how their calender ends in 2012 and what this could mean, since the Mayans were very good at predicting future events--and I know this sounds paranoid, but it really made me nervous and almost panicked--becuase some of the predictions led to doom and some the end of the world. I know we faced an end of the world scare with Y2K (which I didn't take seriously)and nothing happened, but this really gives me the hibby geebies (sp). I feel like I have so much to accomplish and so much to do and three years is just not enough time. Lately I feel like am on a high and am finaly coming about of depression and am feeling happy, while I don't know how long this good feeling will last, it just makes e sad that if the world really is headed for doom, that I only have 3 years to be happy and loving life--makes me wished I wasn't depressed all those years. I feel like I am finally in a place to live--i feel confident and i wake up looking forward to my day--which hasn't been the case for as long as i can remember it. Any thoughts on 2012?
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