Okay, I just poured my angst out in my journal, hit submit, and poof! it's gone. So, to make a long story short...why do I feel worthless when i know that I am not? Why do I feel that my contributions to life are not as important as anyone else's? Why do I feel like a failure because I can't support myself? I know when I talk with other people that I don't look at them the same way I look at me and I just don't understand why.
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