i just want to ask why-i am feeling down and don't know what to do. i want to listen to what my head is telling me but..i know it is a bad idea. i would like to go run and hide. i feel like everyone around me is being fake and not telling me the truth. it is hard to smile anymore-someone please just tell me why? i do what i think is right and it just gets me no where. so i ask WHY? i feel like the outsider anymore these days. oh well-no big deal.
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