Hello I am new here and not sure where to start, so I will just throw it out there. I am feeling like I am falling apart and the only thing that is going to make things better is to just disappear forever. I am 27 (tomorrow ) and I still live at home, I still am in college, and I work a crappy waitress job with emotional drainers. I do not get a long with my mother, she is a horrible person so being in this house is draining. I just feel like nothing is ever going to get better. I have been on seven different anti depressants and none of them worked for me, I tried counseling but I cannot afford to go anymore. I just feel like im emotionally drowning and I don't know what to do.
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