I have been throwing up for a while and i need help greatly but i dont know what to do i asked for help yet i still want to do it i feel worthless and just not important to no one. I have a terrific boyfriend and family and friends yet i dont know why i cant stop feeling so terrible. Its only been two weeks since i started and it feels good after i purge then i feel guilty because the people im hurting yet i cant seem to stop thinking about it. I usually stuff food down my throat since i get so hungry and then i try to throw it. I even cried once when i was eating since i felt so helpless to this disease...I need help before anything else happens...im afraid that if this eating disorder doesnt help that I even might take my own life...
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