I have been and out of the hopital scene I was 12. i have been struggling with depression and the thought of death. my mind is all messed up and makes me do shit to my self i have cut myself, try to overdose & attempt to hang my before. i have stop cutting now for over 3 months now but i still have these thoughs maybe it the acholhol and frugs messing up with my meds i dunno. i just wich that all the though in my head of feeling helpless and hopeless would just go away i just really would like to be normal . =(
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