hi.im 15 years old and have been in depression for 2 years.last year i was so angery and deppressed i started smoking and doin drugs thinking it would work.i thought that if i started doing stuff my friends did it would make me happy.but it didnt.shorly after i started doing drugs i may of had an overdose on weed.dont ask me how/i started having problems with my heart.and i had a major case of paranoyia.it got better for a little while and then came back when my uncle died a month ago.now it feels like everything i do is a mistake and that my life has no meaning even though i no it does.what can i do.it takes all that i have just to keep going.my friends try to chear me up but it doesnt work.i put on a fake smile and fake a laugh just so my mom doenst worry about me with everything i do.im tired of being depressed bout ife i mean i got a great boyfriend,a good family and friends that are there for me so why am i so depressed
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