Ive been kicked out once again. this time i don't want to go back home. im always in and out the house. I am suprised that i am here to speak to you all today. Last night it got so bad that iv gone much further then what i have been before. i stole some extra strong paractimol (34 tablets) from the shop. took 4 straight crushed the rest and put it into a big bottle of water. I drank some of the water but not all of it in the end as i was starting to ger tierd. couldnt get andy sleep though as it was so fuckin cold. I still havethe water just incase i do want to go through with it and drink it all. i have mixed feelings about it. you want to know were im living well imagine this house that i am about to tell you. A big playing field with bushes all the way around. in one of the bushes is a secret hide away (very small) got a river running through lots of nettles and thorns etc. muddy, dark and cold. thats my home. Im fed up with everything and just don't no what to do no more im homeless. im not going to no fuckin pig station (police station) nor am i gonna go to social services cas there a lod of crap there the people keeping me at home. as i said im homeless, suicidal in trouble with the pigs again and got cuts all over my hand etc. what do i do??????
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