okay, so i recently been told by a doctor that i need to loose weight. No DUH! i knew that, i didnt need a doctor to tell me. I've been trying so hard lately, but it doesnt seem to really be working. I'm on a verge to stop eating completely. i know it's dumb, but all of this is bringing me down so much. a girl at school who is bigger than me, asked me if i was pregnant. It really hurts to know that people are looking at me and thinking this. People tell me, that im beautiful the way i am. But i cant feel it. People tell me that the way i look doesnt matter, my personality is what everyone loves about me. But why do i feel like no one really cares about me and what i'm trying to do for myself. They Are just making it worse. and i'm getting AGGRAVATED! i am about ready to give up completely. it's not like anyone would care how i felt anyways.
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