as a teenager,at the end of the day, i can honestly say that deep down, i am sad. I am sad because i feel that i am causing a person to hang around when they want to be elsewhere, i am sad because i am not the person i want to be. sometimes, i can't think in words of why i'm sad, i just feel it and know it. i find myself waiting for something that doesn't exist. i think i am done waiting. Right now, all i want to do is find a way to make me be able to say at the end of the day that i am okay, if not even, am happy. i want to talk to somebody about this in my family, but i can't. i'm not used to talking about my problems. whenever i try, i get scared or i just can't tell them, even those i love most. i am trying to be a better person, i really am, but sometimes i find it so impossible to do so and my cause and motivation sink to the bottom of the sea
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