i wish i could have picked who my parents would be cause i would have wanted my step dad and step mom to be my real parents and i hate that my step dad is gone he was only 46he was sooo nice and kind and he helped people out and didnt care what color they were he helped me though alot and it doesnt seem like hes gone even though he is when my sis called me up and told me he was died i hung up and was waiting for a call that said jk it was only a joke i wish i got that call but i never did and what really sucks is that a month before that my 21 year old cousin died and her baby turned 4 months on the day of her funeral and me and my cousin were so close i considered her more of a sister then my real sisters and what really sucks is that i hadnt seen these 2 people in 3 1/2 years i should have gone and seen them i hate my self for not going and seeing them
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