lately ive been under the pressure of my dad. i know its not important, but i think its putting more stress on me not talking about it. but...i dont like talking about it. still, im metally kicking myself into doing it. hmm...wellz it started way back when my sister was a baby. casey - my step bro and my dad's step son - was beaten by my dad over her. stupid shit like 'dont help her' and other stuff... then it started with me, too. then he moved to st. louis (still married) and had an affair with a slut (i say slut cuz she waz married too) and they had a baby born on my birthday (not kidding - my luck is seriously that bad) then he got mad at me and my sis cuz we dont want to meet them. he yelled at both of us... anyway NOW hes asking for forgiveness neither one of us is giving. i mean i talk to him, but that doesnt mean anything right now cuz its just to get him to shut up. ((srry so long ill shorten it up)) basically, meg isnt talking and hes gettin pissed and idk wat to do about it cuz he wont listen. the s.o.b. is even blaming MOM!!!
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