I really can't deal with all of this stuff right now. It's too much to handle. With the stress of everythig at home (we need to move...NOW, because we can't afford our house, my dad is irresponsible, and my whole house/life is a mess), my schooling, my bowling (I have this huge national tournament in a few months and I've been doing really bad lately. I really can't afford to do bad at the tournament, It costs too much.) I also need a job...really really bad (but I dont have a car to get to a job, and I need a job to pay for my car) And the fact that I've been in a lot of pain lately, been really dizzy, freezing cold, and I was shaking earlier. I just don't know what to do anymore. All of this is too much. I want it to all stop, but it can't. NOTHING can stop. I just have to get through it, but I don't know how. Oh and it shouldn't be too bad wth the support from my friends.....NOT. They don't get anything. They're too obsessed with their cookie cutter houses and all the stuff they get to buy. I'm constantly in a war to win over my best friend, but I seem to be losing. I'm just losing everything. How does it all end?
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